Penning down this blog with an atrocious mood
everything seems going wrong with me today~
why i still have the determination to scrawl down this post?
perhaps this is the only way for me to express my feeling
grinned in front of others
nevertheless
who know the sorrowfulness that hidden behind the smirk
is there anyone who care about me?
Hello?
anyone?
argggh
how can i sort this everything~
I'm as well a human
with fresh and blood
and feeling
too
do you realize that you are able to alter my feeling?
i wonder...
in this very moment
my mind is totally blanked
depression and dejection have hijacked my mind
controlling my emotions
manipulating my expression
now i hardly can make a grin on my face
no matter how i attempt to make my self joyful
just ended up with a deep sigh
how can this feeling
just fade away
can someone help me?
