Appalling mood

Penning down this blog with an atrocious mood

everything seems going wrong with me today~

why i still have the determination to scrawl down this post?

perhaps this is the only way for me to express my feeling

grinned in front of others

nevertheless

who know the sorrowfulness that hidden behind the smirk

is there anyone who care about me?

Hello?

anyone?

argggh

how can i sort this everything~

I'm as well a human

with fresh and blood

and feeling

too

do you realize that you are able to alter my feeling?

i wonder...

in this very moment

my mind is totally blanked

depression and dejection have hijacked my mind

controlling my emotions

manipulating my expression

now i hardly can make a grin on my face

no matter how i attempt to make my self joyful

just ended up with a deep sigh

how can this feeling

just fade away

can someone help me?

The commence of fatiuge week

2 months i have abandoned my blog
not in purpose
no thanks to the load of work that shoulder to me
This week will gonna drain all my energy like a victim who gore has been drained by a parched dracula~
cant visualize how will i resemble after this appalling week
At this very moment
yawn never cease hassle me
peek at the clock only to discern that i've not slumber for 1440 minutes which equal to 24 hours
I suppose that is the so-called enthusiasm which hold me up
just to scrawl down this post~
Yesterday was a beatifically day
before proceeding to my workplace definitely
Hooking up with you and every moment we be together is added to the happy list in a chapter of you
frankly
i do fib to you about the sad list and joyful list
As a matter of fact
the happy stuff is exceedingly more than woeful paraphernalia
and the percent is merely 90%(joyful)10%(pitiful)
Saunter with you with your palm gripped is the most pleasurable instant i miss beyond measure
every moment we be engaged in will linger till my last breath
perhaps you will chuckle when you realize this and scoff at my dense
even so
this is the candour
Every time after the weary task
i cant even afford to make a grin on my face
but whenever you come into my view of sight
i smirked and the sense of lethargic no longer persist
Muster up the little strength i left to pen down this last sentence
난 당신이 그리워요

It's complicated

Rouse by the alarm at 4.30 a.m..i loath to get up from my lovely bed
Even so
i ought to accept the trurh that currently i am no longer the ME in just a couple months before
Still savored myself immensely...
A new chapter of my life have begun
and i discerned in such a way that it will make up a tough path for me
more obstacles,more difficulties and more challenges as well
Dressing up myself and after glancing the clock
is time for me to match to the Mrt station which within a rock throwing distance..
aboard the earliest Mrt...i thought of proceeding to my working place early in order to polish off my petit dejeuner(breakfast)
What a early dissapointed when i gazed at the bus timer and found out my bus will arrive at 23 more minutes><..yet it's the 1st bus service!!
HOLY SHIT
sigh at my own fate
the only stuff i can do is to sit down hopelessly and wait melancholy
Headed to my working place...i was electrified again
My new task today is be both the breakfast and lunch runner..
Jesus CHrist
YOu must be playing a joke on me aren't you?
It seems like a effortless task but anyhow for a fresh like me
it's like cracking a coconut using your ring fingger>< While attempting to perfect my duties
i reveal a secret of this holy mission
I can stealthily pick up some food and enjoy it^^
WoO-HOo
I was fortunate enough that today not as occupied as weekend
yet it still enough to drain me down..
Heavy downpour the whole day
I MISS U LIKE CRAZY

Kick Start

my working place

wonder when
wonder how
wonder why
blogging has added to my list of interested..
still recall the day i used to laugh at those blogger
chuckled at their blogs
However
times do affect one character
I am a good example of time alternation..now i am a part of this family
Dragging my enervated body..yet i feel no sense of drowsy typing each and single word to begin my ever 1st blog i penned in this 2 decade years of mine
i suppose this is the so called enthusiasm which hold me up in the very midnight to scribble down stuff about me..
Today..herm..i better consider it as yesterday since now is 4a.m
Yesterday was my 5th day working in HOLIDAY INN ATRIUM SINGAPORE
a pretty lovely hotel in my humble opinion
within this 5 days i do realize that communication really a specific tool to unlock the barrier among the product of GREAT MIGHTY
with this special gadget i am manage to suit myself as well as adapt to this new environment
I am really pleased that my colleagues,be it my superior or co-workers are so passionate enough to give me their warm hands whenever i came across difficulties.
Even so
human are born with assorted nature
specifically when dealing with people..one's will not treat you as accommodating as others

as a chinese saying goes"you die or succumb YOUR BUSINESS"

Ya
I am fortunate enough to have one of the colleague who apply this principle to people around her.
Here are some sentences i wish i have tell her face to face but anyhow she's my senior and i shall show her some respect although she not even deserve it.
"Don't think that i am a fresh and you can just bombarding me like i have commit the fault.It is an undeniable fact that you do have more experiences but it doesn't mean that you wont done the wrong things.DO NOT EVER SHOW SUPERIORITY ON ME AS YOU ARE NEITHER SUPERIOR NOR HEAD OF MINE!!"
While penning down the last paragraph yawning has never cease bothering me..
is time for me to drift into my slumberland