Rest In Peace Pa

Its been such a long period i've not been penning down my blog.
Hmm..not a great duration.. anyhow its just a one and only month before i updated my blog
Perhaps for many hoi polloi,
its means nothing for a single month.
But for me
it's a turning point of my life.
Abundant of stuff befalled on me
1st my beloved daddy decided to abundance us
he somehow has been invited to proceed to Shangri-La and guard us from there
No more suffering
No more exhausting
No more voracious
No more excruciating
No more gruelling
Daddy,i perceive very well you will be our Guardian Angel and safeguard us
I'll make you to be conceited on me
and i pledge
I'll shoulder the family and ne'er will make mom ever dropped a single tears.Every chance we get we're sitting by your grave site
Thinking about you, looking up in the sky
Mom sits back whiping tears from her eyes
We sit and talk about you and she starts to cry
She says how much she wants to hold you back again
In her arms like before, holding you by your hand
Every night we pray and think about you dad
It's hard to accept that you had to go
I sit back and drift and remenice of you
Of all the firme tiempos and the things we used to do
We miss you and i guess
You're in the skies looking down at us
waving your big hand and smile at us
Rest In Peace in the heavens up above
Those you left behind from us got nothing but love
That's how it is, you're being missed
Now all we have are the firme memories
We used to share in the days when you were here with us
REST IN PEACE.DADDY

Believe it =)

Hello boggie, I'm back again~

recently i have penned down a couple of blogs in a month~

perhaps, this is so called enthusiasm that keep me from jotting down my stuffs

or my thoughts.

I guess this is why people enjoy drafting blogs

sort of unwind themselves

herm...

today what am i about to pen down

is regarding one of my favorite~

if you are a close friend of mine,

probably you will comprehend very well that i like,

well..i guess the word "love" will be more appropriate here,

i love to perform tricks or another word for it, magic.

Magic, to majority of people like me,

is just too awesome.

I love the effect of magic or tricks on people.

I love the reaction of people after the performance.

I love the chuckle, the giggle and the smirk of people

which is such fantastic.

I enjoy that moment,

only in that moment,

you can notice the most sincere laugh and smile of human.

Flashing back a decade year ago

when i was a , 11 years old boy.

I was electrified by the performance of David Copperfield on the television.

 He vanished the whole Statue of Liberty in front of thousand of audience and spectators.

This is just too astonish!

Well, from that very moment,

i have falling in love with magic.

Years after years 

i attempted to play card tricks, coin tricks, and plenty of close-up magic.

But, i have really no idea how to make my performance perfect and clean.

Until i saw the performance of Lu Chen, the most well known Chinese magician in the world

Frankly speaking, i am a huge fans of him.

Even now.

Each and single performance he did is too marvelous...

I admire the way he communicate with the audience, the freaking fast skill and even his nice appearance.

LOL.

Anyway, from his books, ya, i did purchase a couple of his book

I pick up a lot.

Not only the skill,

but the way you communicate as well.

He is really a perfect man, indeed.

This is one of my card fan

been practicing this move for weeks.

Finally managed to do so.. T.T

Well, if lady luck is on your side and you meet me,

Perhaps i could perform some tricks to you,

which i conceive 

my performance will not let you down

or even, 

will make your day indeed.

Cheers!

p.s Maybe one day, I will be able to muster up a little courage I have and perform it on the street. HAHA!

This is it

Carrying out with my espresso based beverage as usual when i abruptly came out with the idea of  picture some mother nature in my beverage.

Sort of weird and insane

But every superb invention often initiate by ridiculous idea,isn't?

After visualizing the image,i make up my mind and give it a try.

A couples time of failure is inevitable

Ultimately,

success will always waiting you at the end of the path.

Here is it,

my  first creation of a flower art=)

Coffee really do affect me in a mass.

From zero knowledge to tremendous enthusiasm

Is this my path?

Is this my destiny?

Conceived deeply  and ultimately I've determined to opt for this route.

Setting a goal for myself 

Being successful when i reach 30th years old

Sharing my thoughts with my mom

surprisingly she didn't oppose my idea nor halt me.

I was so delighted that she complied with my notion

Her support is like an injection that strengthen my heart.

I ne'er forget the sentence that she uttered to me that make me out of tears

"Whenever you felt exhausted,remember  that the door of our house is always wide-open for you."

No mom..

I won't return home with my lethargic body.

Instead

i will bring back prosperous and wealth to you.

This is my promise to you.

Italy

Will be my next destination in order to upgrade my coffee skills.

I assure

I will be one of the best barista in the world!

wait me Italy!!

Path towards coffee~

It is a golden opportunity that was given to me since i am in Holiday Inn Atrium for a period of time.

The Barista training at a barista academy!

This en-kindle my emotion so much which turn out to be the root cause of my insomnia the night before the training. 

Head off toward the academy in the morning at Temple ST. It look pretty similar like others shop from the outside but once we entered, we were astonished by all the equipments and a huge variety of coffee syrup as well as coffee beans. As the saying goes, never judge a book by its cover.

After preparing all the equipments and a brief introduce of each other,we started our 1st lesson-espresso extraction.

Herm..not the 1st lesson indeed as we constantly doing this in our cafe~

Although this is not my 1st time, but yet i was able to feel my trembling hands pulling the espresso shot..

I wonder why..

Perhaps my guts was wandering at street when i was facing the pros..

Mistakes and mistakes were corrected and uncountable shots of espresso have been tasted.

The taste?

Gosh!

Sour and Bitter!

I can even smell the espresso when i breathed in the air.

Exaggerated?

I am telling the truth...

After hours of practice and practice,tasting and tasting

I knew that pulling a perfect espresso is not an easy task to accomplish.

Perhaps one can pull a perfect shot one time but keep the consistency is the most tricky part to be done.

From gliding the coffee powder to filling the basket to adjust the level of the powder to tamping the powder to fitting the basket into the machine to observe the color of the espresso shot to cut the espresso shot to cleaning the basket..

Jesus Christ..

How many steps that ought to do in the right ways yet one still unable to pull a perfect shot of espresso..

I suppose this is what we call practice make perfect..

Ultimately i was managed to pull an acceptable yet not perfect(my opinion) espresso and ended this section.

 A good shot of espresso should flow out like a mouse tail.Not too fast,not to slow.

Espresso shot should have a thick layer of crema on top of it. This look a bit similar to the guniess stout beer.

I think i have fallen in love with coffee.

Once i started the path,I know there is no turning back.

Coffee, I choose you=)

After all i still who i am

Its has been four months after the last blog i penned down...

Plenty of stuff happened around me..

Be it my friends, my family and myself as well

Cast a quick glance around

majority of my friends have been converted from single to couple

jealous? envy?

herm....i suppose is the sense of lonely that hold my back...

often i been bombarded by questions like why don't you look for a new girlfriend?

my answer for them is only a grin on my face...

there is a saying goes:who can actually realize the sorrow hiding behind a grin.

this is true..who can notice the lugubriousness underneath the smiley face?

fall in love when you are ready, not when you are lonely..

am i ready to step into the path of love?

i wondering...

I'm exhausted, tired...

我想，每个人的灵魂深处都是孤独寂寞的，所以我们才会试图在人群中寻找温暖。最终的最终，我们还会只剩下自己，无论哭或笑，悲伤或快乐，一场又一场的游 戏。更多的是疲惫，无辜了心疼。我们一边笑，一边流泪，一边把幸福藏起来，于是我们得到了彼此的呼吸和寂寞。每条路都是有尽头的，可还是要走下去，走下 去。因为我知道，结局永远都是圆满的。一张床，一床暖暖的被。蜷缩。安静的听自己的心跳和呼吸

This is me.

Tears will only confuse your path and halt you from proceeding.

Cheers!

A meaningless day indeed

About to drag my lethargic body to my softy bed just to realize i have 3 unread messages...

seems like i was kinda busy with my DOTA

it was an easy addicted game i suppose..

It was 3a.m and now only i realized the messages have been sent to me 3 hours ago..

I guess i was too concentrate on my hero that me unrealised of the message alert~

Opening the message and it almost make me fainted on the spot.

From:Mama Lisa  Time:00.12

Sorry dear.we don't have enough boy staffs working tomorrow.So you have to come to work tomorrow.

This message wasn't that shocked if i didn't receive the message from my currently ass. manager which sent to me 7 hours ago.

From:Joseph  Time:20.10

Desmond, will you like to take "off" tomorrow?Please reply ASAP

Without any second thought i definitely reply my manager "yes i will".

Who else will be so dump to reject a off day?

And now you guys know why i was about to fall unconscious when i read the messages sent by mama lisa...

And IT WAS 3A.M when i read it...

I'm sorry mama~i cant come~T^T

But a off day doesn't really make my day...

sitting whole day in front of my comp make me feel like vomiting indeed...

but the good things is...

HYE BLOG!I'M BACK!

Starting back my blog means i will be penning plenty of stuff each day~

Hope that my enthusiasm wont hold my back again~

CHEERS!

Appalling mood

Penning down this blog with an atrocious mood

everything seems going wrong with me today~

why i still have the determination to scrawl down this post?

perhaps this is the only way for me to express my feeling

grinned in front of others

nevertheless

who know the sorrowfulness that hidden behind the smirk

is there anyone who care about me?

Hello?

anyone?

argggh

how can i sort this everything~

I'm as well a human

with fresh and blood

and feeling

too

do you realize that you are able to alter my feeling?

i wonder...

in this very moment

my mind is totally blanked

depression and dejection have hijacked my mind

controlling my emotions

manipulating my expression

now i hardly can make a grin on my face

no matter how i attempt to make my self joyful

just ended up with a deep sigh

how can this feeling

just fade away

can someone help me?